The Great Read: A Gun Derailed My Childhood. As an Adult, I Found Relief at the Range.
The guilt of my teenage conviction haunted me for decades. Learning to shoot helped me forgive myself as an adult.
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May 8, 2026, 2:01 p.m. Eastern time

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A bearded man, in profile, wearing earmuffs and clear goggles, looking down at a gun in his hands, against a featureless dark wall.

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A Gun Derailed My Childhood. As an Adult, I Found Relief at the Range.

The guilt of my teenage conviction haunted me for decades. Learning to shoot helped me forgive myself as an adult.

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