 I Am an October 8 Jew While my peers turned on Israel and the Jewish people, I became an unlikely inheritor of our ancient tradition.
Jewish women praying at the Western Wall in Jerusalem, Israel, on December 27, 2022. (Beata Zawrzel via Getty Images)
I stood at the wrong times, couldn’t remember which way the books opened, and hardly recognized a thing beyond “Baruch atah Adonai.” But I found myself unexpectedly moved during a recent Shabbat service—a day that used to mean nothing to me, except more time to scroll online or work. It was only my fourth or fifth service as an adult, and the first one where I felt something. This article is featured in Faith. Sign up here to get an update every time a new piece is published. I pictured my father in a synagogue, reciting these words. His father, and the ones who came before him. I remembered my sister as a kid, squeaking out phrases like “v’tzivanu” at our seder—how in awe of her I was. I realized how close I was to losing all of this. Or rather, never really having it in the first place. I’d never had a bat mitzvah, hardly recognized the prayers, but there I was in an ankle-length skirt, crying in shul, which is not where I would’ve expected to be on a Friday night a few years ago. But a lot has changed since October 7, 2023—and October 8—when I watched my peers, including my best friend, celebrate the largest massacre of Jews since the Holocaust as a righteous victory. The crack that opened that day has only widened. So has my determination to carry forward an ancient tradition that I was on track to abandon...
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